The home pregnancy test said 'pregnant'. I'm still in shock.
No more questions about me. I'm now a breeder. I no longer matter just the what's baking in the oven. I know this is selfish but I've always been an independent person. I just wish every conversation now didn't revolve around it.
Why am I supposed to be isntantly estatic? Why is everyone acting like I'm a freak because I don't know how I feel? I never knew if I really wanted kids, so I'm sorry if I'm in shock. I also have continued to have anxiety attacks for the past 9 days. Generalized Anxiety Disorder and pregnancy are not a good combination. I guess I will finally drag my denial ass to the doctor in the next week.
One more thing, I know women have been experiencing this for thousands of years, but I haven't. I am also very aware of how this is going to change my life forever.
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I've had the little pee stick read pregnant, and gone to the doctor and had it be a false-positive (lots of medicines can mess with the results as well). Don't put your eggs into any basket just yet, chickadee, but wait to get a blood test.
Of course, false-positives are quite rare, so you don't want to count on that either.
Have to love the absolutely inadequacy of concrete truth in something so major in a life.
*big hugs*
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