Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Do you ever feel like a dork?

I feel like such a dork today. I've commenting on some friends' blogs and I feel like all my responses are dorky. Like I'm trying to get them to like and not that I'm really being honest. I think I need to get over this self conscienciousness. I feel like I have a lot to say. I want to have a place just for me, this is the perfect place.

I was asked to nominate two coworkers for a bonus. They had to be two people who help me a lot with my job, and they had to be project managers. I picked my two. Today I told them I nominated them both, but now I feel like an idiot. Why? I just wanted them both to know how much I appreciate them, so why do I feel like an idiot? Why do I keep beating myself up?

I think today is going to be a very anxious day. I can feel the anxiety attack hovering in my chest.

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Anonymous said...

Aww I feel like that sometimes too. I worry that when I respond I'm not coming across as genuine. However, I know that I'm responding because I truly interested and like the person I'm responding to and not just because I want that person to like me. I hope they already do if we are commenting and interacting with each other.